January 11th of 2019 marked two years since my father passed away from dementia. It was a very traumatic experience for me and other family members to watch him suffering so deeply. It was the saddest experience I’ve had to watch his body slowly giving up in his last a few months and days. I’ve been feeling very guilty about not doing enough to help him being so far away from China. I haven’t spoken about this with many people because it’s too painful to talk about. But more